It hurts. It isn't fair. Is this real? March 12, 2020, my basketball career abruptly ended.
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It was a typical game day, the first for us during the Conference USA Tournament in Frisco, Texas. It was supposed to be a 2:00 game, so we were up early for shootaround and pregame meal. Right before I got comfortable for my pregame nap, social media broke news of other conference tournaments being canceled. Immediately my heart pounded. I knew ours was next.
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As a senior I knew this was my last chance of playing college basketball and now devastation arose as I knew that I was not going to be able to compete again. As I reminisced, various memories of all the hard work and effort that this season consisted of played in my mind. I knew I was happy with the 100 percent effort that I gave every time I was out on that court, but not having the chance to compete for a championship hurt.
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Not only has basketball given me these unforgettable experiences, but through being a student-athlete I have obtained two college degrees. I don't know if I would have been able to do that without the sport. My college career has opened so many doors. Educationally, it has allowed me to be open to other things that I would have never imagined enjoying. Things that can't be taken away, things that I have found a new love for, and things that will be with me forever.
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I've had my share of ups and downs with basketball. With everything I've been through, I have always found comfort in basketball. Regardless of what happens on or off the court, it has always been there for me either as a stress reliever, a coping mechanism, a teacher, or a friend. The passion I have for basketball is indescribable.
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Basketball has fostered many close relationships, allowed me to travel the world, helped me gain experiences physically and mentally that I didn't know I could even handle, and so much more.
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I want to thank both college basketball programs, VCU and WKU, that I have been a part of for an incredible experience. I want to thank the alumni and fans for continuous support and encouragement throughout the years. Lastly, I want to thank my teammates for helping me fight battles that I didn't think I could win. Time flew by, but as I look back, I am able to reflect on many accomplishments and great memories.
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The coronavirus pandemic has made me realize sports are more than just a game. Sports are a huge platform that allows people from all over the world to connect. Although my heart was shattered by the unexpected ending of my basketball career, I understand the severity of the coronavirus and I hope everyone stays safe.
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The excitement, the tears, the tough losses, and the amazing triumphs I've experienced because of basketball will never be forgotten.
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23, Out.

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